I did my allergy test today~! Haha... okiez its nothing much to blog about la but at least I discovered what I am allergic to... Dust Mites... and all kinds at that... Plus dog and cat fur...

And now... my hand is itching like hell.... and has loads of holes... pokey pokey...

Wahahahaha... UVERworld coming out with new single~!!!! Gonna get it~!!!! ARGH!!! and I dun even noe y the hell I'm posting this kinda rubbish on my blog... haha...

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On a side note... I'd be really really really really and I can't stress this enough... really busy this coming month... loads of planning and research and reading to do... so don't expect me to be much fun... Its about time to get back to living my life after a long long break ----> due to some reason of serving the nation.

Not that I hate NS life or anything... I just dun find it meaningful if I gain nothing from it... well at least this 1 year plus ( will reach 2 years in a few more months ) I have learnt some new things and seen things which I may never see if I din enlist... So all is not lost... like what many people say to go for long distances we need rest...

Shall not comment on the stress and displeasures of camp life I have experenced over the months... but shall look forward to the future!!!

Its the Spring/Summer Time~! So time for short and cool clothes... haha... I'm being bimbotic... Anyway, saw some nice clothes from this site.

Some of the clothes that I like are shown below...

Forgot to post that I had a really nice time going with some of me guys in army to nights out to Turf City and eat seafood... haha... Seemingly simple but its really nice since we never do that before... haha... Discovered that most of our people can actually sing..

Anyway... Today I went to Orchard for some shopping spree... and to my horror I discovered that Singaporeans are SO~ "Kay-Po" or should I say busybodies... I saw on the train towards City Hall and half-way through the journey, the poor woman started screaming at the top of her voice... I mean that its obviously at the top of her voice... since that I could hear her through my MP3... haha... its certainly loud... I wasnt paying any attention after that since my song was more interesting. Howeve, I saw the most amazing thing, everyone else in the cabin was all looking in the direction of the poor women.

Its weird how people want to know about other people when I'm sure they themselves have a lot of problems that they face themselves. Its weird when you think about it. Why do you want to deal with other people when they cannot even deal with themselves.

Okiez... the other time I was like bored and stuff so I went and found this short yet oddly accurate quiz... Link here!

Okiez... anyway here's my result for today..

Existing Situation
Desperately needs a close relationship with an affectionate and accepting partner; or some other way to be recognized and known.

Stress Sources
"Looking to stand out in the crowd and wanting to keep his rank and status. His current situation is irritating him because he can't seem to find anybody out there who values the same high standards he does. He is feeling isolated and wants to give in to his carnal urges, but can't bring himself to appear weak in the eyes of others. Wants others to see his unique qualities and character but can't stand to come off as needy, so instead he has an ""I don't care"" attitude and pushing people away. He turns his back on those who criticizes his behavior, but beneath his indifference is a person who is in desperate need of approval."

My Restrained Characteristics
"Has high emotional expectations and desires to be the center of attention, which makes it difficult to find a satisfying relationship. His reserved, cautious nature makes him emotionally distant. "

Emotionally demanding and will involve himself in close relationships but won't get too involved or give too much of himself.

"Current situation makes him feel unable to prove himself, but tries to make the best of things."

Applies tough standards to his potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in his sex life.

Current situation is leaving him doubtful and cautions about becoming intimately involved with others.

My Desired Objective
Lives life to the fullest. Has a high energy level and is always on the go. He is very active and his actions often lead to success.

My actual problem
"Enjoys making new plans and goals, but needs to be respected and admired for the things he accomplishes."

Problem No. 2
"Is disappointed and let down, feels there is no point in making new goals as they will leave him feeling the same way. Looking for friendly, pleasant relationships with others, who will further develop his intellect. Feels his current relationships are empty and holding him back. Reacting with an intense desire to become involved in various activities aimed at achieving his goals."



Yupz... okiez la.. some yes some no... budden overall still quite accurate.. I mean its relatable to wad I'm experiencing now...

Went to MA today... wahaha... super weird la... I mean I saw a lot of weird things today... 1st while waiting I saw 2 convicts going to MA also at the specialists... I mean they are pple also ma... so will get sick as well... and dun get me wrong... I dun hate them for what they did, whatever they did, I mean its all in the past and its not like you can change the past anyway...

Once my number was flashed on the screen, I went in the room and saw like 2 doctors inside. I was like " I'm screwed! " haha... I kinda dun like doctors.. Then the female doc was like introducting herself and the other doc to me... So I was like "uh huh..." Anyway... I told her my prob and she was like I'll do a check in ur nose with a cam and it costs 64 bucks for the whole thing... I was like ok..., thinking that it would be like put me on a reclining chair and all and bright lights to shine on me face kinda deal... den she called me to sit on another chair and plucked out the cam from nowhere... I was like WOW!!! then she went on to spray some thing in my nose to make it numb... it was like spraying water den I realised than my nose channel is like turning all soggy feeling... And went in the camera and it was I think to her speculations, all red and inflammed... then in went the camera to the other nostril... and I was like choked or smth... she saying its congested... I was like thinking arent u forcing it too hard??

And the meds she gave me is the same as the ones the poly gave me... tat means more nasal spray...

Ok... I was too lazy to post anything in the last few weeks. With all the things that I have to do and think about I guessed that I kind of neglected anything and everything around me. Now that things have kind of going back to place I guess I cannot leave my blog unattended anymore since I guess that some people are actually reading this. Not that I really mind if anyone do not read it anyway. Its kind of more like a record of my life and existence than anything else to me anyway, so its more of a "I do this thing for the sake of doing it kind of feeling".

Ok back to the real reason why I wanted to post this. I managed to finish reading the whole Twilight series and stuff so as promised in my previous post that I would gib my whole comment on the book and stuff. I'll try my best to not add any spoilers so as to allow people who actually want to give the book a try some sense of suspense.

About the 1st book: Twilight

The book is from the POV (point of view) of a girl who thinks too much and you can believe me when I say too much I do mean TOO much. I personally am a person who like to think a lot about life and stuff but she is a totally obsessed person who thinks a lot. Basically the whole book is about how she fell in love with a guy who happens to be a vampire ( how dreamy and unreal is that? ). Overall, its a teenage love romance kind of story that I would not actually read if not for my curious nature plus my idea of not letting things get half done no matter what. So anyway, I began reading the book and thought it was a good book to pass the time if u have nothing else to read.

2nd book: New Moon

The story continues. With Bella meeting another supernatural creature. Although, not hard to guess given the nature of the book being romance themed. Edward has a rival! Haha... typical right?? But in a way refreshing as the author shows the constant struggle between Bella and her new found relationship and her still hanging on relationship with Edward. An interesting book given the fact that the author emphasises so much on the relationships and how Bella struggles with herself which makes it more interesting as Bella tends to overthink things.

3rd book: Eclipse

Bella and Edward's relationship develops further and further and yet she still wants to get hold of her other relationship. If I was Edward, I would have literally killed the other guy out of jealousy. Budden its more of a teenage book so ya tat part wasnt there. Anyway this book talks a lot about how you cannot like 2 person at the same time and expect the guy you like to understand. Which I don't understand even though Edward said that he would understand if she chose the other guy over him. I would do the same thing as well but I certainly wun understand. Oh ya and another disaster strikes Bella with a whole gang of vampys trying to kill her.

4th book: Breaking dawn

Final book and lo behold, Bella goes and does smth more dangerous that I would never think of. Well, I can't say that the author's boring after I read this book though. A lot of fresh ideas in this book that I nvr thought before. Plus, she gets into more trouble than all the previous books added tgt. Forgive my use of abbreviations. Typing is trying on me. Back to topic, in the end alls well that ends well I guess. No surprises there though. Its a typical romance book afterall.

Side story: Midnight Sun Chapter 1

You can say this side story if my favourite of all that the author has written for the Twilight series. Wait, its the only side story. But my point is this, the chapter says a lot about the character Edward and after seeing it frm Bella's POV I think that readin this book makes the Twilight book more whole and I highly recommend this book. Or at least read the 1st chapter at least. I'm also waiting for the rest of the parts to come out. Seems promising, provided that the author does not kill it in the end. Not that there is much to kill. The ending is already known to almost the whole world by the time any of you actually read this post

Reaing the Twilight book really makes me think about love and romance. Plus the book that I just finished not long ago - Into the Labyrinth. And I quote from the latter " I was taught by the labyrinth to hate and not to love. " Which brings me to think, I wasnt really taught to love, just what is right and wrong wad to do and wad not to. You can say tat now, I'm afraid of relationships. I push away people whom I wanna be close to and hope that they stay away cause I'm afraid that they would nvr like the real me. Or that they would actually betray me in the end.

I'm guessing this will take sometime so I'm be doin this in camp... haha... din wanna waste precious CV time at home to do this kind of thing. Anyway, its been a slow week and all... will say it when I actually can find the words to do so. On a side note, I've finished all 4 books of the Twilight series and seriously speakin, I cant find the need for all the hoo ha tat has been going around for these few weeks. I'm guessing the actor in the movie had a HUGE part to play adding to all the hoo ha tat has been happening. I have to say tat he looks delicious and all, this coming from me is quite a statement and for me to say this out loud will probably make my reputation go down the drain. haha... budden I oni say the truth ma... so Im ok with it.

I mean I dun discriminate between pple. My philosophy in life is tat pple are all different and tat we shld treat individual as he or she is and not make comparisons between. But I digress, the book series was not a bad read if u actually are bored but other than tat I doubt u would gain much insight on life, which I search for in books tat I read. I mean romance is one thing, the author emphasize a lot on the thoughts of the pple instead of the feelings which I was actually planning to read about instead of the usual I wanna read into your mind see what your thoughts are thingy.

AND... here goes the words... References are from here

tarmac
–noun
2. (lowercase) a road, airport runway, parking area, etc., paved with Tarmac, tarmacadam, or a layer of tar.
3. (lowercase) a layer or covering of Tarmac, tarmacadam, or tar.

transgress
–verb (used without object)
1. to violate a law, command, moral code, etc.; offend; sin.
–verb (used with object)
2. to pass over or go beyond (a limit, boundary, etc.): to transgress bounds of prudence.
3. to go beyond the limits imposed by (a law, command, etc.); violate; infringe: to transgress the will of God.

dither
n. A state of indecisive agitation.
intr.v. dith·ered, dith·er·ing, dith·ers
To be nervously irresolute in acting or doing.

stupor
–noun
1. suspension or great diminution of sensibility, as in disease or as caused by narcotics, intoxicants, etc.: He lay there in a drunken stupor.
2. mental torpor; apathy; stupefaction

intrigue
verb, -trigued, -tri⋅guing, noun
–verb (used with object)
1. to arouse the curiosity or interest of by unusual, new, or otherwise fascinating or compelling qualities; appeal strongly to; captivate: The plan intrigues me, but I wonder if it will work.
2. to achieve or earn by appealing to another's curiosity, fancy, or interest: to intrigue one's way into another's notice.
3. to draw or capture: Her interest was intrigued by the strange symbol.
4. to accomplish or force by crafty plotting or underhand machinations.
5. Obsolete. to entangle.
6. Obsolete. to trick or cheat.
–verb (used without object)
7. to plot craftily or underhandedly.
8. to carry on a secret or illicit love affair.
–noun
9. the use of underhand machinations or deceitful stratagems.
10. such a machination or stratagem or a series of them; a plot or crafty dealing: political intrigues.
11. a secret or illicit love affair.
12. the series of complications forming the plot of a play.

scrawl
v. tr.
To write hastily or illegibly.
v. intr.
To write in a sprawling, irregular manner.
n.
Irregular, often illegible handwriting.
Something, such as a note, written hastily or illegibly.

cursive
–adjective
1. (of handwriting) in flowing strokes with the letters joined together.
2. Printing. in flowing strokes resembling handwriting.
–noun
3. a cursive letter or character.
4. Printing. a style of typeface simulating handwriting.

martyr
n.
One who chooses to suffer death rather than renounce religious principles.
One who makes great sacrifices or suffers much in order to further a belief, cause, or principle.
One who endures great suffering: a martyr to arthritis.
One who makes a great show of suffering in order to arouse sympathy.
tr.v. mar·tyred, mar·tyr·ing, mar·tyrs
To make a martyr of, especially to put to death for devotion to religious beliefs.
To inflict great pain on; torment.

chiseled
–adjective
1. cut, shaped, etc., with a chisel: chiseled stone.
2. sharply or clearly shaped; clear-cut: She has finely chiseled features.

billow
n.
A large wave or swell of water.
A great swell, surge, or undulating mass, as of smoke or sound.
v. bil·lowed, bil·low·ing, bil·lows

v. intr.
To surge or roll in billows.
To swell out or bulge: sheets billowing in the breeze.
v. tr.
To cause to billow: wind that billowed the sails

cobble
–verb (used with object) -bled, -bling.
1. to mend (shoes, boots, etc.); patch.
2. to put together roughly or clumsily.

spurt
n.
A sudden forcible gush or jet.
A sudden short burst, as of energy, activity, or growth.
v. spurt·ed, spurt·ing, spurts

v. intr.
To gush forth suddenly in a jet.
To make a brief intense effort or show a sudden increase in activity or speed.
v. tr.
To force out in a sudden jet.

distended
–adjective
1. increased, as in size, volume, etc.; expanded; dilated: the distended nostrils of the terrified horse.
2. swollen, by or as by internal pressure, out of normal size or shape; protuberant: distended wineskins; the distended arteries of his neck.

milled
–verb
1. pt. and pp. of mill 1 .
–adjective
2. (of a coin) struck by a mill or press and usually finished with transverse ribs or grooves: milled dimes and quarters.
3. ground or hulled in a mill: milled wheat.
4. pressed flat by rolling: milled board.
5. Obsolete. (of metal) polished by mechanical means: a suit of milled armor.

edifice
–noun
1. a building, esp. one of large size or imposing appearance.
2. any large, complex system or organization.

bemuse
–verb (used with object), -mused, -mus⋅ing.
to bewilder or confuse (someone).

leer
–verb (used without object)
1. to look with a sideways or oblique glance, esp. suggestive of lascivious interest or sly and malicious intention: I can't concentrate with you leering at me.
–noun
2. a lascivious or sly look.

infinitesimal
–adjective
1. indefinitely or exceedingly small; minute: infinitesimal vessels in the circulatory system.
2. immeasurably small; less than an assignable quantity: to an infinitesimal degree.
3. of, pertaining to, or involving infinitesimals.
–noun
4. an infinitesimal quantity.
5. Mathematics. a variable having zero as a limit.

lank
-adjective, -er, -est.
1. (of plants) unduly long and slender: lank grass; lank, leafless trees.
2. (of hair) straight and limp; without spring or curl.
3. lean; gaunt; thin.

androgynous
–adjective
1. being both male and female; hermaphroditic.
2. having both masculine and feminine characteristics.
3. having an ambiguous sexual identity.
4. neither clearly masculine nor clearly feminine in appearance: the androgynous look of many rock stars.
5. Botany. having staminate and pistillate flowers in the same inflorescence.

scrunch
v. tr.
To crush or crunch.
To crumple or squeeze; hunch: scrunched up their shoulders; scrunch one's nose against a window.
v. intr.
To hunch: "The men scrunched closer" (Susan Dworski).
To move with or make a crunching sound: scrunching along the gravel path.
n. A crunching sound.

subterranean
–adjective Also, sub⋅ter⋅ra⋅ne⋅ous.
1. existing, situated, or operating below the surface of the earth; underground.
2. existing or operating out of sight or secretly; hidden or secret.
–noun
3. a person or thing that is subterranean.
4. a subterrane.

ebony
–noun
1. a hard, heavy, durable wood, most highly prized when black, from various tropical trees of the genus Diospyros, as D. ebenum of southern India and Sri Lanka, used for cabinetwork, ornamental objects, etc.
2. any tree yielding such wood.
3. any of various similar woods or trees.
4. a deep, lustrous black.
–adjective
5. Also, ebon. made of ebony.
6. of a deep, lustrous black.

chafed
verb, chafed, chaf⋅ing, noun
–verb (used with object)
1. to wear or abrade by rubbing: He chafed his shoes on the rocks.
2. to make sore by rubbing: Her collar chafed her neck.
3. to irritate; annoy: The dripping of the faucet chafed her nerves.
4. to warm by rubbing: to chafe cold hands.
5. Obsolete. to heat; make warm.
–verb (used without object)
6. to become worn or sore from rubbing: His neck began to chafe from the starched collar.
7. to rub; press with friction: The horse chafed against his stall.
8. to be irritated or annoyed: He chafed at their constant interruptions.
–noun
9. irritation; annoyance.
10. heat, wear, or soreness caused by rubbing.
—Idiom
11. chafe at the bit, to become impatient at delay: The work was going very slowly, and he began to chafe at the bit.

ghoulish
–adjective
1. strangely diabolical or cruel; monstrous: a ghoulish and questionable sense of humor.
2. showing fascination with death, disease, maiming, etc.; morbid: ghoulish curiosity.
3. of, pertaining to, or like a ghoul or ghouls.

apathetic
–adjective
1. having or showing little or no emotion: apathetic behavior.
2. not interested or concerned; indifferent or unresponsive: an apathetic audience

mahogany
–noun
1. any of several tropical American trees of the genus Swietenia, esp. S. mahagoni and S. macrophylla, yielding hard, reddish-brown wood used for making furniture.
2. the wood itself.
3. any of various similar trees or their wood. Compare African mahogany, Philippine mahogany.
4. a reddish-brown color.
–adjective
5. pertaining to or made of mahogany.
6. of the color mahogany.

antechamber
–noun
a chamber or room that serves as a waiting room and entrance to a larger room or an apartment; anteroom.

cavernous
–adjective
1. being, resembling, or suggestive of a cavern: a vast, cavernous room.
2. deep-set: cavernous eyes.
3. hollow and deep-sounding: a cavernous voice.
4. containing caverns.
5. full of small cavities; porous.

convened
verb, -vened, -ven⋅ing.
–verb (used without object)
1. to come together or assemble, usually for some public purpose.
–verb (used with object)
2. to cause to assemble; convoke.
3. to summon to appear, as before a judicial officer.

sienna
–noun
1. a ferruginous earth used as a yellowish-brown pigment (raw sienna) or, after roasting in a furnace, as a reddish-brown pigment (burnt sienna).
2. the color of such a pigment.

inure
–verb (used with object)
1. to accustom to hardship, difficulty, pain, etc.; toughen or harden; habituate (usually fol. by to): inured to cold.
–verb (used without object)
2. to come into use; take or have effect.
3. to become beneficial or advantageous.

shale
–noun
a rock of fissile or laminated structure formed by the consolidation of clay or argillaceous material.

faux pas
a slip or blunder in etiquette, manners, or conduct; an embarrassing social blunder or indiscretion.

entourage
–noun
1. a group of attendants or associates, as of a person of rank or importance: The opera singer traveled with an entourage of 20 people.
2. surroundings; environment: a house with a charming entourage of trees and flowers.
3. Architecture. the landscaping and other nearby environmental features shown on a rendering of a building.

scoffed
v. tr.
To mock at or treat with derision.
v. intr.
To show or express derision or scorn.
n. An expression of derision or scorn.

acquisitive
–adjective
tending or seeking to acquire and own, often greedily; eager to get wealth, possessions, etc.: our acquisitive impulses; acquisitive societies.

statuesque
–adjective
like or suggesting a statue, as in massive or majestic dignity, grace, or beauty.

ornate
–adjective
1. elaborately or sumptuously adorned, often excessively or showily so: They bought an ornate Louis XIV sofa.
2. embellished with rhetoric; florid or high-flown: an ornate style of writing.

lustrous
–adjective
1. having luster; shining; luminous: lustrous eyes.
2. brilliant; splendid; resplendent; illustrious: a lustrous career.

opulent
–adjective
1. characterized by or exhibiting opulence: an opulent suite.
2. wealthy, rich, or affluent.
3. richly supplied; abundant or plentiful: opulent sunshine.

portcullis
–noun
(esp. in medieval castles) a strong grating, as of iron, made to slide along vertical grooves at the sides of a gateway of a fortified place and let down to prevent passage.

Okiez... here are the words for now... Cause Im a lazy person, I cannot just bang everything at once... oh ya... Ill do smth abt my blog having too many pictures at so high a resolution tat it take a hell long a time just to load... Ill upload the pictures in photobucket which I have already done and put the link to the album and if u wanna see the pictures den go to the link and see lorz... otherwise my blog will take years just to load...